hermit / 3:47:00 PM

i think i'm becoming a hermit. i dont feel like talking much these days. i dont feel like communicating. i dont feel like sharing. just keeping to myself. in my own world and thoughts, which can get depressing at times when i start thinking about the job search and how i may just not get what i want.

gah i need to sweat it out real soon.

and so maybe that job search will not be easy. judging how some others may be better in whatever they can do and are somehow still unemployed. or maybe i should just banish those pessismistic thoughts. and be a happy hermit.

some things just go to take its own time and its not within my hands to let it happen how i wish it'll be. i was hoping to be a more optimistic person upon my return from the states. one thing i learnt was somehow i just need to let go and let the boat sail to its course by itself.

happy thoughts happy thoughts

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