snakes and ladders / 11:43:00 PM

and so it ends here. my university journey. not the one form bishan to boonlay. but my academic years in uni has ended. unofficially. not until i get my results that i have PASSED my final year. the one and only paper was what arts students are good at; smoke your way through.

and so it is, that i have to start really considering my options. my career path. and hear from others or get questions from them, what have i applied, whether i found a job or not. congratulatory remarks for graduating.

its like a board game. we proceed slowly from one box to another. maybe we'll roll a dice and get a good number to climb up the ladder. or maybe we'll just be down on our luck and slide down the abyss.

and so i'll be graduating soon. i'm feeling, not excited, not bouncing with joy. just, normal. jsut like any other day. cos the game of life goes on. some memories may live on. especially hall life. but school life feels like mere nothingness. but i still look back, and see what lessons i can learn. i dont have any regrets choosing this course of study. i learnt a lot, seen a lot, done a lot. not sure if it is as much as what some others have done. but i still wish that it could have been better.

and so i'll just look forward. continue to let the dice be rolled and push me along the game. or maybe i'll just build my own ladders and hopefully don't hurt my butt should i slide.