the last lap / 2:03:00 PM

internship's coming to an end next week. decided not to extend cos i dont think i wanted to. though it would mean a lot of free time on my hand, no income, no need to report to work at 10am which i think is pretty reasonable. but ah well. is either a time to really re-energize, then start working on fyp and laos, or a time to really waste away. which i hope not.

just stop procrastinating. stop worrying. it is i who makes the coming weeks erm happening. or at least not just a hermit stuck at home.

looking back time really flies. 6 months as a broadcast journo just like that. over. learnt a lot. met a lot of people. least it made me more aware about the country and how it works, though i dont think i've come to a stage where i'm skeptical about things. but maybe irritated at how we seem to be like a free mouthpiece for advertising, cos some piece of news sometimes seems more like an advertisement to me, either to the company or to the brand.

well it's all an experience. not too bad if i were to take this job full time. provided they want me. so far so good from fellow colleagues. maybe aint as articulate as them. but i guess we all have our own strengths and we we just have to learn from each other and not fret about mistakes made.

how positive does that sound.

on this boring old hot saturday with the aroma of peanut butter cookies and now i have to go see what should i do now because i do not want to face the computer any more after facing it every weekday for 8 hours for the past 6 months which makes my eyes go blur and i think my degree has gotten worse which means i prob have to go for an eye check too which reminds me that in this so called rejuvenation period i want to set time for myself.

me time. let me walk in my own bubble.