freeeeeeeeeeee / 12:18:00 PM

maybe not so. internship has ended. woohoo. relieved. no more early mornings or worries about not knowing what is going to happen at an event or trying to look busy. glad that it was a good experience nonetheless. pity i didnt really open up to all my colleagues, who are quite a nice bunch. well i hope they are real people, cos i think they are. hopefully no form of pretension or pr-ness at work back then. sadly there was no goodbye intern treat from them. hahha. but ah well. least we all had some ktv fun.

off to kl tomorrow. woohoo. somesort lone trip. least for the journey to and fro by coach, and for the first 2 days' daytime. prepared to shop till i drop. mwhahha. and the hotel has a small gym. so that;s good. run my ass off then erm make way for kl food. haha.

dont have a good feel about laos. somehow. sudden lsot of motivation yesterday. hope it comes back soon.

and yes, fyp. time to get moving. colleague said not to worry so much about school, jsut enjoy life. i really wish i could do that. but somehow there's always this part of me that wants to do well, least put in my best effort and not give up without a fight. or maybe he meant not to worry too much about results. which is true. not that i want to be a ciiviil servant as honors seem to matter quite a big there.

aiyah. dont worry lah. it can only get better.

psycho psycho.

still pessimistic. a little.

bah. subject registration later. hopefully will find some good tutorial mates in core module cos it's one hard core module. zzzz. hate the feeling of doing something for the sake of showmanship or to prove to others.

chill chill. give me some whatever attitude.