countdown / 3:06:00 PM

4 weeks more to the end of internship. so far so good. moments of boredom. moments of frantic typing. moments of trying to look busy. and finishing up that mandatory report for school at work. not sure if i should extend till the full month. since i have nothing much to do anyway.

2 more months to Laos. research to be done. hopfully it'll turn out good. and not a stressed project that i chose to embark on with the school. hoping that i wont regret my decision. look forward, don't look back.

4 months before dan comes back. 5 days since he left for cleaveland. working 8 hours on weekdays and 12 hours on weekends and only 1-2 times off days per week. limited internet access. lousy phone connections as i feel like i'm talking to static. they are so busy until they dont have proper time to eat. apparently shorthanded. hopefully they dont take them as cheap labour. he says he can earn half of what he spent for this trip within a month. i'm still trying to adapt. trying to make myself busy. trying to occupy myself. look forward, don't lament, take action.

3 more months before the final year begins. fyp idea settled. start calling soon. stop procrastinating. looks like a very busy semester ahead.

50 page more to the end of tom perotta's little children. arent we all little children. grown up but still need that bit of immaturity or innocence. or not doing things because of directions. or we are still little children because we need to be pushed, to stop procrastinating, to have our little dreams, only that we are the parent of the little children in us.

ok. time for greys.