wednesday! / 9:08:00 PM

funny how i'm worried that i'll be bored at work, those worries are unfounded. i like being busy.

and is it demanding to let us do what we want? after serving for 3 years, going for every event, going for every game, setting an example, spending so much time in there, putting that as a priority, over school over self, for 3 whole bloody years, and now when there's time to do what he really wants, to do what he has been missing out on, you forget what he has sacrificed for the past 3 years and tell him to forgo what he has been missing out on again? stop telling us that we are not supportive. stop telling him 'i havent seen you around'. it pisses me off when people forget what he sacrificed for the past 3 years and when he has finally set his priorities proper, he has better things to do and most importantly, do what he likes and what he really wants.

i have the same sentiments. not that i'm totaly ignorant or heck care. but now that time is back in my hands again, i really think its time to set other priorities.

funny how i lament i miss that place. it's a love hate relationship. let us move on to greener pastures.

i'm being very ambiguous here. maybe you don't know what i'm talking about. but i guess at some point in time we don't like to be a car, remotely controlled by someone or something else.

bedtime.