entry / 11:43:00 AM

re-energized after a good night's sleep on the comfortable bed back home. it has really been 2 hectic weeks. last night was probably the best i ever had. the sleep that is.

another birthday party yesterday. other than wishing the birthday girl, parties are also times where you see people you havent seen for a super long time, people watching within the party itself to look for familiar faces and realise that they have either changed to look better, or different, or got skinny to bones, or got married and has a cute baby at 21 of her own. scary how people change. scary how people grow. scary how we used to be the bunch of 13, 16,18 year olds, playing volleyball together, seeing each other in school everyday. but now we've all grown up in our own way.

somehow whenever i go to a gathering, it gives me such vibes. that growing up is a scary thing. maybe beacause we've seen each other from the secondary school/jc times, and now, we're all studying, and soon to enter the workforce, some working, some in a steady relationship. so what happens after you got married and given birth? that's like half of what singaporean women probably have to fulfill in Singapore life. grow old and die?

growing up is a scary thing. other than growing older, it probably means the time will come when work will rule, and less time to explore and lead the carefree life we ever had.