It all begins again / 10:31:00 PM

One more week before it's back to school. Whole week of hall camp on the 31st, before I trug back to school with a unenthusiastic heart, thinking that it has so far been quite an unproductive and uninspiring holiday. I am well rested physically. But maybe not mentally. It's an evil cycle.

relationships are scary things. On one hand you feel bliss. On the other hand when you get too familiar with each other maybe you'll demand, maybe there'll be silence,feelings of being lost, maybe there'll be that elusive something that you're probably missing out. I'm not saying that relationships are bad things. Maybe it's something where we all have to work for. And it doesn't require just of your fingers or telepathy to work. It's an evil cycle.

commitments are scary things too. cos you may never get out of it. Even after the job is done, you may want to go back and continue. Or people will psycho you to continue. But then on the other hand you have a mind of your own and you wish to let go and move on to greener pastures. The start is probably the beginning of an evil cycle.

hopefully this new academic year will promise new beginnings. With intentions to move home in the second semester with my ongoing internship. Maybe a change of environment will do good.

Pirates of the Caribbean was enjoyable. Filling this week with activities. And time to brush up on that lousy steering. Then school. And responsibilities.

How unmotivating.