what if / 1:37:00 AM

time to work again
yay
paid in points
just a thought, but suddenly school seems so out of place.
what will school life be like if you took the other road?
and yes, i am getting bored.
internship guy said he had no projects on hand to fit me. he didnt want to employ me and let me nua in the office.
so i'm free
other than the occasional travels back to hall. and weekly driving lessons.and dates with dan after his work.
i re-watched enough of oc, gery's anatomy and i'm going to start on season 1 of desperate housewives soon.
it seems so...mundane.monotonous.boring.
until you start thinking too much.
the what ifs.
i need excitement.