Liberation / 5:23:00 PM

I had a job then I quitted. With so much free time on my hands, I'm excited to make use of the time I have to do anything I want within the house, which made me bored, gradually, of facing the computer, replying mails, blog surfing, and controlling the lives of my Sims so that they'll be happy.

so today I went out on my own. I like living in my own bubble. Not many people can share this bubble with me. It felt good to go out on my own to town. Shopping. Minimal crowd, other than tourists. Not worrying about the other who possibly has to wait patiently for you. Taking things at your own pace. I even went to check out the mango sale. Women flipping clothes. I saw nice stuff, but not so nice after all. It felt like Korea again, where I went exploring on my own in an unfamiliar area and taking note of certain landmarks so that I wont get lost. Retail therapy perhaps. To just buy without thinking twice or consulting the other whether it's a good buy or not. Money spent money gone. But it wasn't exorbitant spending. it felt good. Then I went to the library. Sat there and read for an hour. Afterwhich, swimming under the 3pm hot sun.random thoughts running through my head.

It relaxes, with the amount of free time I have. But soon we'll all be busy scurrying around, and start thinking too much.

Seniors camp this weekend.

Bah. Past few days were sucky, the independent day out was a breather.