/ 9:41:00 PM

sometimes i think i am mad. as much as i complain or dread or stress myself up how much i have to do, ranging from school work, fusion radio, to hall, i still pile on more work on myself.

maybe i'm too nice, or i'm just bloody hardworking which i dont think so, or maybe its just taking action rather than hear the empty vessel talk.

someone just got to do the dirty laundry.

i told myself it'll be a learning experience when i reran again. well maybe it is. but it is definitely not without lots of regrets, lots of opporutnity costs, squabbles, more eye bags.

i think i was tired of all the discussions, the decision making required, the call for volunteers, and you can hear the crickets and eyes trying to avoid eye contact. it happens every where i realised. not only in hall.

alrite. i am mad. i am doing too much and i have school projects and assignments and other obligations. burp.