/ 10:35:00 PM

i smell of dettol. whatever the spelling. maybe the spelling error will disinfect itself. haha. spent the whole day cleaning my new single room. moved most of my stuff over.i was pretty excited at first. and the cleaning wasnt that bad cos the room was pretty clean and daniel helped me. lucky for me, i think the girls who are taking over my old room at 34 are going to have a hell of a time to clean up. they'll probably spend more time sneezing. lol. i want a comfy room. but it's pretty difficult to interior design it.lol. going ikea tomorrow. maybe i'll get some ideas. shall move more stuff over again tomorrow.

had a rather bad training session last night. it seemed like deja vu. and perhaps it reminded me that time was up. i dont know whether i should look forward or not. i guess i patronise myself too much and can be a tad harsh on myself. expectations, and mistakes make me feel worst. sometimes i feel like a small ant with big feet surrounding me. i dont want to feel pathetic. but maybe such situations may help to train me up for the future. who knows. i'm such a pessismistic person with minimal self confidence.

thanks dear for listening last night and for helping me to move. duno how many times we went up and down from the 3rd storey. appreciate it =).

ban mian craving. bah.