/ 2:58:00 PM

just done with my 104 tutorial. aint exactly my best effort. my brain is dead from all the thinking. cant think of any fresh ideas out of the box. think i'm getting a clastrophobic writer's block. didnt go home this week. had hall event and decided that going home on saturday night and coming back the next day was quite a waste of time. want to clear my work in hall. starting on my 111 presentation later. argh!

life in hall has been pretty hectic. elected into the jcrc. starting our sub comm interviews next week. ivp list is not out yet. wonder if i'll be the four who will be out.

getting rather tired. mentally as well i guess. as usual think i'm starting to give myself stress. mental deadlines and all. worried i cant cope. worried i wont be up to the job. worried of expectations. worried about my studies. cs is not as warm as it seemed to be before. i can feel the competition, together with the flying accents. i rather be back in hall, where it really feels more like home. late supper, new friends, msn chats. its so exciting.

argh i feel so stressed. i dunno what to feel.ah well. forget it i'm contradicting myself. going for lunch now. it'll be another busy week for me again.