/ 11:48:00 PM

had hans for dinner with angie.so bloody full now.havent felt this full for a long time.come to think of it,i think jubilee s11's western is nicer than hans.met angie after work today.supposed to start my cny shopping.well surprise surprise i didnt buy anything.spent more on food today.lolx.


got 2new colleagues today.both from acjc.can share the trauma of having to wait for the results.lolx.and complain abt the bloody sats.lolx.got my cheque as well!yeah!felt so man zu when i saw the amount.lolx.it aint much.but it did feel good to earn your earn money instead of being totally dependent on my mum for the money.well i bought her favourite marks and spencer Viennese raspberry biscuit and gave her money to pay my phone bill.i'm growing up.lolx.


work was quite mundane today.no crowd.time was really crawling like a sloth.like a snail.like a slug.damn slow.realised the faggot can be quite a funny person.but tt's only when he is on his good mood.if not he's untouchable and sucky.my colleagues are a nice bunch i guess.


one thing abt being surrounded by people is that it may not be the opportunity to be yourself.it does feel uncomfortable and weird though.cos u dun dare to really show wat u really are or to be as comfortable as you want to be.sometimes when u r with a grp of ppl u may juz say or do things out of courtesy.yeah i do agree its rather fake.but den u dun wan to leave a bad impression on someone's first impression of you rite?i guess ppl's common first impression of me would be that i'm a introvert n a dao person.hmmmx.not exactly 100% true la.sometimes i like to be alone.cos tt's when u relaly can be yourself.where u dun haf to accomodate to any obligations or watsoever.juz do wad we feel like doing w/o thinkiing if anyone is going to mind.not that i'm anti social,friends are important to me.


got this feelin this is gg to be along entry.who do i consider as close friends?hmm those whom i can really talk to w/o feelin awkward.those who noe for who i am.those who i feel comfortable with i guess.there are onli a few whom i realli pour out my heart to.well not exactly 100% pour again though.i'm quite a secretive person as well.cos i juz feel that smtm when u tell ppl things,u'll never noe how it'll spread,esp when u juz wan it to be a confidante thingie.but anyway,maybe i'm juz worryin too much.but oh well.worrier is my middle name.


was comtemplating whether to quit waitressin last nite.felt i wasnt going anywhere and i wan to do smth related to my interest.but den,doubt it'll be easy to find.oh well.the current job is fine la.juz wonderin if there are any better jobs out there.shrugz


i juz lost my muse.sleepy.