/ 5:54:00 PM

ok i'm officially 18.many thanks for all the good wishes and prezzies.relax sen.ur pillow ensures me a good nite's sleep.lolx.as what my sis said,i'm the ci xi tai hou (empress dowager) for today.lolx.sigh.love all my frends and my family,especially my sis.lolx.


went esplanade for the first time today wif ting.went library to study.so qiao saw jing.lolx.didnt stay there for long cos we got kinda bored.left after 3hrs there.ting mentiioned in her card 'though i can be indifferent.....' made me think,am i really tt indifferent to the things or happenings or emotions going ard me?actualli,i'm a super sensitive person which doesnt make me indifferent.i may appear indifferent.but deep inside,i care a lot.i think a lot.i worry a lot.juz that i dun show it on my face.lets take the vball lost as an eg.though we won nu but was out of nationals,i didnt feel anything and looked ok.but after a while,i suddenly felt so sad.haha.i'm quite slow as well.takes a while b4 the emotion realli sets in.oh well.if i really do look as if i dun care,relax,i do care.sometimes maybe too much to the extreme.lolx.


prelims coming.add oil all!~!