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geez.2 days more.2 freaking days.and the prelim finally starts.get this load off my mind.den mug for SAT.den mug again for A's.it's really difficult to maintain suck a lifestyle.wake up u mug.before u sleep u mug.ur first though when u wake up is to mug.u dream of mugging.how scary can that get.i realised if u tried to love what u are muggin,things tend to go in betta.muggin suddenly seems like fun.haha.right i'm sadistic.mayb should try that for lit.lit.6 books.argh.kill me.6 books!!


studying is an outside activity.cant study at home.distracted by tv.pc.bed.radio.distracted by the fridge perhaps.haha.its good to study outside.cos u haf nothing else to do but to study when u r in a foreign place.school.sk library.woodlands library.amk library.bishan cc.where else to try with a conducive environment?lolx.but one thing abt studying outside,money has to be spent.sian.


time juz flies.reunited with dot n mel today.lolx.bong was there as well.machiam sec sch reunion.haha.is sad that u haf so many hi-bye kind of frends.is like friend but yet not tt deep a rship as a friend.guess that is why friends are the best ppl to keep.cos they're the ones sharing crap,sharing the burden blah blah.haben seen jiawen for quite long.hope she's doin fine.miss my seniors.remb the fun times we had during trg with them.the 01/02 batch of seniors r nice peepz.miss so many things.miss vball.miss season period.miss training.miss orientation.miss the 1st 3 mths.miss those slack times.sigh.miss that feeling of achievement.didnt get to experience it this yr even though i badly wanted it.miss the china trip.miss the snow.miss the times where i was playing at my form.i guess it juz shows how we haf to appreciate things when we are experiencing it.we dont know when we can actually experience it again.lots of regrets.lots of bad memories this yr.somehow 2003 nto good yr for the cows hor.


in the mood to blog now.had a little chat with dot n mel.gossip.as usual.haha.miss me a lot sia.lolx.tt was quite relaxing.dun think i wanan share anything here.hehe.shall keep it to myself.i'm a person who usually prefers to keep thigns to herself.dun like ppl to noe too much.afraid hwo ppl will think.but anyway,i guess i'm opening up.not tt introvertic,if there's such a word.woodlands was damn kua zhang yesterday.the library opens at 12.ting n i reached at 1150.and there was already a crowd eagerly waiting in front of the entrance to rush in to get a seat.to mug.who says students are not enthusiastic in studying?lolx.culture shock.lolx.sporeans kiasu ma.haha.


duno wat to blog.shall go 711 buy stuff.den cont my beloved phy geo.tml is full throttle for econs.yawn.add oil all..