/ 8:07:00 PM

dear friend

it may have been a long time since we last met.or since we've seen each other.or maybe we havent even met each other.juz passer bys.juz tot i pop this qn to you.whoever you are.how are you?life has been hectic.how it has been a little hard to actually stop and smell the roses.how we are living a life as a 'scurryin adolescent'.yeah tt's j2 life i guess.typical.after all the prelims are coming.everyone wants to do well for the As.everyone wants to go to uni to get a degree.everyone wants a job for the money in the future.who doesnt?

i'm fine.i guess.life is hectic.but i'm handlin it ok.got back my chinese results.b4.and a PASS again for oral/aural.i'm pissed of course.i dun think i deserved a pass.at least a merit.its the second time ig ot this pass.such a bigg difference from the distinction i got at o level.too much for a drop.wats wrong with those examiners.stuff too much cotton in their ears?or juz simply biased?

talking abt bias.i hate to be stereotyped.who says arts students have to do well in their gp as compared to the science ppl.so what if we came in wif a betta o lvl english score.so what.ultimately what we are now is probably a product of what she has been teaching.wait a minute,since when did she actually teach?from a2 at o level to a c6 or a fail,big drop again.maybe u'll say o lvl cant be compared to now.if tt's the case,why compare us to the sci ppl juz bcos we haf higher o lvl english scores?bleah.not tt i'm jealous.but i cant stand the fact tt arts ppl are so frequently stereotyped to be as such.even had to remind us that we came in with a higher L1R5 as compared to the sci.maybe it created a mindset tt since arts ppl came in wif a higher l1r5 so we're not as well off?i wanted to throw eggs at the lecturer.so freaking sacarstic.facts facts facts.tt's all you preach.can spend so much time preaching abt these facts,why dun u spend some time and go and impv on the teaching mthds of a certain teacher?

i've learnt tt as long as u can get ur students to peer mark,u'll be a great teacher.

anyway.i'm on a happy mode now.geo test was alrite.mom cameb ack frm manilla yesterday.and i realised hershey chocolates over there were like super cheap at 15cents per pak for those small packet of kisses.compared to the local price,tt's like super cheap.haha.

think the spore can be quite a scary place to live in as well.all the stress and everything.how many jc students committed sucide.the recent murdering of the nus professor for no apparent reason.think it just shows how students and individuals in spore are probably perturbed by stress that they go nuts.yeah spore places too much emphasis on results.too much pressure to perform well.some parents probably obsessed in making sure their kids get extremely good results where 98 is still considered low.my parents are not very harsh in their demands i guess.but it'll be a pleasant gift if we can do well in the academic.

i miss vball.yeah again.yeah again my mind is on flashback mode.again i'll start recalling the wonderful first yr in vball which ended up horribly in my second yr.it was juz free fall.an unwilling free fall.

home run with hx yest.alrite la.lots of politics.not worth to watch on days where the ticket costs more than $6.50.

so friend.how are you?juz a simple qn.life's hectic ya.too bad we cant press the slow button on a remote control.if they have the rewind button tt would be lagi best.can undo happenings and decisions i guess.