/ 8:50:00 PM

its another one of those bad days...


this jc2 life is realli anguishing.first it was vball.now its academic.it never ends.i actually got 28/40 for my econs mcq.but now,26/40.y leh.cos 2 of my ans are wrong ans.teachers made some changes to the answer.i tot computers were always right in marking the OAS.now its the teachers who cant decide on wad choice should be the ans.so interesting.has to be me to haf the wrong answers as correct ans at first.so interesting.got back 1 of the paper8 ct essay.17/50.expected.i crapped my way thruout n misinterpreted the whole thing.i think for the 1st time i'll get my F for paper8.freaked me out during tutorial today when she said she wanted to see me tml morn.so interesting.she seems insensitive abt it.like proudly tellin the whole clz "u are weak n stupid.see me tml".teachers.should put themselves in the shoes of their students.not onli this incident.there was once she happily flashed our value addedness in front of the whole lecture,happily wanted to show who were doin badly.few ppl in my clz were offended.well if u do well wif positive value addednessof course u wont mind.but think abt the rest.insensitive peepz.maybe i'm juz sensitive.but wats the use of flashin such stuff?i took it as pure discrimination.hey i experience tt ok.uncommonly common.


mood today was quite good until tt tutorial.somehow i think my mood for this whole wk untill today was on the 'happy go lucky' mode.somehow i didnt feel like being unhappy.done all my holiday assignment.felt so carefree.seeing my frends in sch is my main motivation to go to school these days.all the crap we share.haha.den the sucky stuff like academic sucks away the energy to be happy.liew if this continues i'll probably have only half life.i'm reminded of physics.sec4 physics.haha.end at one tml.duno wad to do.maybe shld go home n sleep.yeah.good idea.sat got listenin n interhouse games..fun la.another form of motivation for tml i guess.


are you happy?