/ 7:35:00 PM

i'm getting into the mode of mugging.we have to.it kinda sucks.lack of sleep and everything.having to balance homework while studying.but anyway,its only for a few months.6 weeks more to prelims.argh!~

realised everything seems so hectic and mundane these days.its juz school and studying.nothing else.mood to go out also sizzled out.feel like i'm on my way up but not good enuf yet.still haben passed literature after 1.5 yrs.tt sucks.sometimes it is a little demoralising.oh well.guess i have learnt how to take it easy and put such setbacks behind me and take them as new lessons to be learnt from those setbacks.some setbacks become embedded memories while some can juz spur you to do better.it juz sucks if u failed at achieveing something without any other opportunity to prove urself.but anyway,time seems to be running out.as quoted frm ting,'days pass so fast but time passes so slowly'.lolx.the irony.

was on the sian mode in school today.somehow.couldnt stand particular teachers.freakingly biased and discriminatory.think its bcos when u r a weak student,u'll find tt the teacher who teaches u in tt weak subject tends to be rather discriminatory towards u.hate tt.tt's y i rather be a smart student.teachers probably love you and assume everything u do is correct.if u r weak,no matter how much betta ur presentation or work can be,tt spastic teacher will still single out every possible mistake she can find.bah.typical teachers.

feeling kinda empty now.i dunno why.just want this period to be over asap.with flying results of course.chinese results coming out soon.betta gif me a grade betta than c5.shall not retake again.bleah.add oil all~