/ 10:58:00 PM

when i told my mum the vball ppl are gg out on wed bcos of chua's treat,she asked wat was the occasion.the guys came in champ,was my answer.how abt u all leh,she asked.we're not placed,was my answer.not even 3rd,she asked.not even fourth,tt was my reply.den train so much for wad,she asked.i juz kept quiet.thoughts surfaced in my head.

i'm not brooding over our position.juz that.i have my own regrets that i cant change.its impossible to turn back time.esp when u know u haf the ability but it juz didnt happen.esp when u set a target for urself but it juz didnt happen.esp when u didnt live up to ppl's expectation.letting urself down.it has nothing to do wif our position.more on myself.so i'm juz living on this life wif this stigma.