/ 5:22:00 PM

seem to be bloggin almost everyday.work still piling.kheng gave me an extended deadline for the essay.she looked like she was ready to kill me.bah.unless she wants me to gif her crap work.

geography test today was bad.if i can pass it'll be a miracle.CBD and climatology.crapped all the way.mib will proably go nuts when she sees my paper.haha.

had pe today.after being excused frm pe lessons due to seaon.since we're out,we're back in for pe.played frisbee.quite fun.shall play floorball next wk.koh said smth like 'dun dwell on it forget it' etc when my class n 36 was sittin on the track decidin wad game to play.think he said tt when he saw heather space out.but she spaced out bcos it was hot.i spaced out bcos my clz didnt wan to play floorball.wad he said made me tear again.humph.told u i cant help it.heather cried oso.jzu reminded us of tt fateful saturday.we were so close but yet so far.my onli consolation now is that if ny does get the champion in the nationals,aj will be the only college who defeated ny.tt's the intangible prize.

the fact tt i was a key player last yr,and the fact tt now wif a new coach i'm not of any significance,not bcos i'm lousy but bcos of a switch in ways of playing n focus,caused me to drop like crap.makes me feel as if i am lousy.played my last game at the bottom of my performance curve.if onli chua didnt fracture his leg.anyway,its over.i dun gif im a damn anymore.think he's so fake.earn so much wor.o.O.maybe u guys wont understand and start saying i'm proud or selfish or wad.haix.tt's y i say,onli i myself can help myself and onli i can realli noe how it exactly feels.

i miss volleyball.