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in sch now..213..nice black dell pc again..2 breaks in a row now..later got timed practice for gp.sian diao..

mood not very gd today.mainly bcos there's 2 tests.econs n gp.eeK.very very very sian..but for now,left gp.sigh.cfm write out of pt.compre cfm cant ans those kind.now like..reaching the bottom of my peak.wait,was there a peak?

civics juz now.received a notice from slacker-of-the-flora tt me n another clzmate in the monitoring system.y monitor?cos i've got spastic dumb lousy pathetic results.academically weak.hate it when u get so much attn not bcos u did very well but bcos u did like shit.makes me feel as if i'm stupid or didnt put any effort into my studies.tt's y i say,i dun haf the luck in studies.o lvls pia like shit oso get 14.lao tian kan zou yan.sickening.demoralised again.

maybe its juz the way i see things.pessismistic.

anyway,next yr,i'll prove to them.i'm not what i seem.dun wan ppl to look dwn on me.tt's how i feel now.not my clzmates,but more frm the teachers.scream.

juz feel so sian now...argh..nid motivation.for the 1st time in jc i got 51/70 for my chinese compo.got tu puo liaoz.but den,other sub still like cant make it those kind no matter wad u study.bah.yeah i agree.i'm a pessismist.nid to look on the bright side of life.so desperately want to do well.sigh.time is ticking.season started.when to start revising..come to think of it..june hols is not enough.must start now!argh!~k i'm gg crazy.i nid motivation!~

i wanna type crap.crap!~!~!~!argh!~!