/ 10:30:00 PM

got home not too long ago.its my first monday without training.reached home at 920+.took cab home wif xian..

its not a very gd day i must say.after all,still feelin rather dwn frm our exit of the nationals.well we cant turn back time now.but den,reali got lots of yi han.

tan sl said smth like God will work it out for the greater good.received shouwen's forwarded msg which was smth abt miracles do happen.ck's lame msg which was a bit funny.endless consoles frm frends.makes me glad tt despite all these woes,friends are there for u.

was wif xian after sch today.sat at the grandstand overlooking the track at 5+.den mr koh poped by.asked us how were we.my reply was 'bad'.den he asked why,and both of us juz burst out cryin at the same time.come to think of it,is was rather amusing to burst out cryin at the same time.but den,mr koh said smth which i tot was reali true.play every game as though u are playin in the finals.i agree with tt.though we won nyjc and aj played well,we peaked at the wrong time.wad mr koh said to us did make me think.

den mr chua came.felt like cryin again.haix.some stuff juz cant be blogged easily into words.disappointment la.chua really did a lot for us.unfortunately,aj's the one who had to sacrifice her place in the top4.

it really hurts me.a lot.when i c other sports get into the semis or the finals.not bcos i'm selfish or jealous or wad.but the fact tt we cant even get into the top4 despite our victory against last yr's champ.tt it was so possible for us to get into the finals but we juz..fell.tt we had the talent to get in but..we didnt.fate as what one might say.cant blame anybody.oh well.fan la.

wad i'm fan as well is oso bcos of myself.the fact tt i played my last game at not my best,realli pisses me off.i could haf been much betta.juz tt i fell due to some internal factor.looks like i may cont in uni.bAH.

lots of work to clear n tests as well.tml guys playin semis.jia u!