/ 10:07:00 AM

Filled With Emptiness

its been a week since the fateful saturday.the fateful day where we played the deciding match agsinst nyjc to determine whether ajc or nyjc would take the next step into the next round into the semis,in which tt sch would be in the top4 position.proud to say tt last saturday,ajc girls did well.we prospered.but we are out.we didnt qualify for the semi finals.which seems to be the first time we didnt qualify since 1996 or 1997 i think.

woke up super early today.wanted to go down to delta to support hockey.den it started to rain.and i wasnt feeling very good.decided to stay home.this empty and hollow feeling is back in me.the so familiar feeling when we won nyjc but didnt qualify for semis which i experienced last saturday,and for tho whole of this week.it was a horrible week.frequent tots abt it during sch.made me emotionally unstable i guess.

nyjc is the champion for the A div girls.seeing them clinch the cup,its so painful,too heartbreaking to watch or to believe.the possibility of ajc getting double champs in vball this yr is almost 100%.the guys did it,really exhilarated for them.as for the gers,we got nothing.its an unfair world.dun mean to be a wet blanket.but,there's this empty hole in me which seems impossible to fill.

guess chua is kinda disappointed.at the fact tt the girls didnt make it when we could.at the fact tt we were extremely close to achieving the double champ victory.we wanted it so much,for ourselves,for chua,for ajc.and now nyjc is sitting happily at the top with ajc being the only jc to defeat them out of top4.its an unfair world.

sound like a sore loser.oh well.i dun think i am.juz filled with regrets,emptiness,hollowness.still can visualise how to play on court.even tot of retainin to play for ajc.wad the hell.if i really do retain,i might as well start frm j1 again n change my subject combi.hai.leave it.its hard.really proud of the guys team.if only we won as well,the feelin would have been overwhelming.so close but yet so far.


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