/ 11:27:00 PM

today's a much better day..

maybe talking to sen did help.thanks sen.got some encouragement frm other frends as well.thanks all.yeah i'm kinda pessimistic la.dun always look on the bright side.maybe uz afraid if i am too positive abt certain stuff,it may end up worst than usual.the higher u expect the more u fall.oh well.

sch was ok today.somehow felt lethargic since the first period.didnt haf the chance to take a nap the whole day.nearly slept thru all the lectures.but had to pry my eyes open.lectures are interesting.juz tt when ur battery power is running low due to the lack of sleep,u'll probably die in there.

sch is fun.wif all ur frends,the gossip.everything except the studies part.it's ironic.we r supposed to go to sch to receive education.but yet we find more enlightenment in our frends or cca.or maybe we dun find ourselves being educated when teachers go at bullet train speed where completing the syllabus is more important than making sure we understand wad has been gg on.i wanna feel the aj spirit.i hope tt can be felt when the season starts.it really warms my heart when i c ppl cheering u on.i like tt kind of feeling.the feeling of winning.there's this overwhelming sensation.juz feels gd.tt's one reason wad i like abt being a sportsperson.u train freaking hard not juz for the trophy,but also to achieve dreams and to show tt we can do it with all the effort.

i wonder.how can a sportsperson apply wad she does in sports into her studies?i find if to be of 2 different issues leh.mayb one day..will get enlightenment..

today's trg was gd.though we had no coach,2 seniors came down.overall i think we played quite well.but still lacking the spirit la.nid to build up on mo qi oso.jia you man.first match on may 2nd.ate pasta mania juz now wif xian n heather.damn full.puke.

gd friday tml.3 days break!~feel kinda tired these days la.timing quite gd.can try to do some work oso.jia you..