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bOReD

freaking bored.i didnt do anyTHinG the WhoLE day.eat watch tv mop ard.eat watch tv mop ard.read 20pgs more of sense and sensibility.if moe does extend the 'hol'..ARgH!~!~!this is killing me.i need to do something abt this.not as if i'm totally hw free.juz endless readings.oh ya,maybe a perfect time to revise for the uPcominG A levels,not to mention the common tests after the june hols.but if moe extends the 'hol',where got time to study for common tests????now like neither here nor there.bah.i'm juz too lazy to do anything pdtive as well.right i'm contradicting myself.juz further shows how freaking siAn i am man.sometimes chiding myself to get my butt down on a chair and concentrate to do some work.as i mentioned b4,not mentally prepared to do that.was mentally geared up for the season and to study after the season is over.but now,dun even noe when is the season is starting or whether the season is still on or not.oh my,the season had betta cont.i wan my last yr in aj to be memorable,unlike the dumb last match back when i was in presby.anyway,the season is not over yet.my study plan mayb backfiring.

ger ah this yr A levels leh...

i know i know..somehow i dun reali feel the stress yet.syllabus not completely taught..must at least teach finish,gif me some idea what may come out for the a levels den i start studyin smart and not study ALL.wat i'm more stressed abt now,is the season,academic results.damnit.results refelct nth but juz showing tt i'm weak or smth.teachers probably start thinking sports ppl are dumb in their studies.actuali they dun start thinkign abt it,they have already thought abt it.duno la.sometimes i juz think lao tian ye not on my side.

argh!~!~!~!i wana go sch.losing touch wif the ball.happening year.confidence still lacking in the season.nan mian.10 days no trg.duno otehr jc still cont training or not.if they do then we at losing end lor.howhowhow.i want my last yr 2b memorable....