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yawn.morning GAP.8 to 1230.training.3 to 730.wed and fri:training frm 9 to 1 den 3 to 7+ again.

tiredz.legs r like jelly.a bit hard to tahan whole day or trg.its unavoidable tt we'll get sian n tired mentally.trying hard not to.cos i dun wan to c an unhappy face.furthermore,2 wks to nationals.no time.crucial.morale has to be up soon.peak has to be reached soon w/o diminishing.so much to worry abt.reali wonder.will everything go smoothly.

tml is hw day.wad a holiday.duno wat hw to start on.pile machiam mount everest.sigh.so lonely.so sianz.juz me hw n vball.wats new.hw day,vball day.hw day,vball day.den sch starts again.den vball camp.vball vball vball.everything vball.not like i'm hating it or wad.but jzu beginning to feel the stress frm it.esp when u haf to learn how to balance ur time btw sports n studies.it aint gonna be easy.self discipline.sigh.