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not a very perfect wk i must say.

got a c5 for my chinese.i sort of expected to retake la.but a pass for my oral,reali pisses me off.make me feel like i'm so ang moh inclined.no lor.frm o lvl distinction drop to onli a PASS.wad the.i do speak chinese ok and its not tt bad.sucks lor when i got my slip.i didnt reali feel anything at first.but as i looked at my slip n started thinking abt a lot of things,my eyes started to water.i'm not the type to juz burst out crying in front of everybody.i controlled.maybe my big eyes does help to retain the tears.haha.it was at the library when my eyes couldnt hold on anymore la.juz felt so disppointed n upset.juz teared.is like in all my yrs of academic studies,i dun remember a time where i actualli did excel.its always boderline.no matter how much effort i put,its juz tt.evident in o levels.damn.i may look calm on the otuside but inside i'm of all sorts.dun reali show my feelings to ppl.dun wan them to worry too much fo wateva.but as i feel betta to let it out,i will.ting was there though.thanks.i'm not mentioning this bcos i haf to but bcos i want to ya.anyway i'm retaking my chinese.still damn pissed abt my oral.shucks.not as if i'm so Ang moh.argh.

we haf half day on mon.yeah!i end at 4 on mon but next mon i may end as early as 1130!hahah..bcos of the quite gd a lvl results for ajc..hope we do betta in time to come la..which oso means more stress on us.i reali wonder how i'll fare.sigh.my teachers suck totalli.totally sdl man.i still wanna do mass comm.but considering spore's future in mcm,its reali hard to carve out a future for me.consdiering smu,psychology,sociology,geography and even sch of pe for now.sigh.

mib was damn funny today.appointed one of my clzmate to be her private spy cum investigator to find out the AB percentage of other jcs.haha.she ah,despo lor.ting jieying siewtzi n i went to kpo n c who was this guy tt our clzmate was seeing.haha.kinda fun.lolz.supposed to go get some stuff wif heather but in the end ended up gg orchard wif them.ended up in mos burger coming up wif a design for our clz tee.haha.and the spastic bus ride frm orchard to home takes like 1hour plus.sianz.

lots of hw to complete this wkend.lit test tml.screw it.hate lit.detest lit.damn lit.-toot-.haha.last wk of term 1 nxt wk.march hols.season.den pia a levls.time will reali fly.i cant wait to enjoy.free and easy.