/ 9:41:00 PM

long day today.spent it in school on Friday the 13th.

training was all right.the team spirit seemed to be gettin betta.not much ppl came today compared to the 17 heads we had b4.3 days more b4 we fly to Peking.i'm realli lookin forward.after trg we even sat down n discussed wat to bring,wear,hand-carry for the trip.and each of us even had to bring a different kind of food.i'll be bringing uno cards.it aint food.but can play Stress there.haha..this game PHS 4H 2001 should find it familiar.though i didnt learn it frm 4h ppl cos i was sort of an outcast,but who cares,i noe how to play.haha..den mayb congregate in someone's room n play heart attack.juz imagine 8 girls in one rm screaming ard.haha.chaotic.its so exciting to plan for all these stuff.it'll be cold.so i guess it doesnt realli matter if ur clothes r nice or not.1 friendly 4 trainings,i hope we'll survive.haha.shop like crazy mayb for xmas gifts and more stuff!

ate KFC today.great i feel fat again after all the trg i did.darn.back to square one.argh.went back to sch again to wrap the gifts for the china players we were having matches wif.there were this aj coaster,aj file,aj embroided badge which apparently is rather exclusive(hui xian chunrui n i managed to kapok 1.haha),a crystal trophy for the china school..hmm wat else..cant remember.but it'll be cool.we stayed to tok to chua after tt.juz tok a lot..frm vball to studies to the incoming j1s, to some coaches n referees on how biased n money minded they can be, to our seniors..blah blah...saw the design for our vball tee..its SO cool.mine is Middle Blocker and there's one wif this real cool slogon,"Setters love me Blockers fear me"hahhaa..thick skin man.cant wait 2 get the shirts.found a bk on Sports psychology on this table next to chua's.quite interesting.mayb can study tt after A's and be a PE teacher.toking abt sports psychology,chua mentioned haf to be agressive n think skinned to appl tt.am i such a person?no rite..i too nice liao..haha.we were talking abt studies when i tot this was quite enlightening,"..it must come frm the heart.."sort of like in order not to be so stressed up abt stuff,u must do things frm the heart n not bcos u haf to do it.i do agree wif tt.for eg,i'm taking lit cos i HAF to.now u noe y i'm so sick,freaked out,stressed by it dat i'm willin to retain to change my combi.oh well,juz tryin to luv lit for now,i wish.pity it wasnt love at first sight.arthur lim was jisiao-ing us again.sick man,sick brain.called me jumbo.wat the hell.does he noe the connotation of tt?looks like he doesnt.i could haf killed him wif an axe.oh well,guess he juz doesnt haf common sense as i always tot so.i'll forgive him den.i was asking chua why did he keep so many embroided badges for.arthur lim remarked it was for me to use it to cover my eye like a pirate.i told him "at least not like u ta stamp one" -howls wif laughter-he got a taste of his own medicine.tt was so funny..we were like laffin away..chun rui's depiction of the deflation situation was freakingly funny as well.hahahahahahhahahaha.is like u get hit on the chest by a vball,den u will like arch dwnwards in pain,wif ur painful facial expression,machiam balloon deflating.hahahhahaha.mayb u guys wont find it funny but i do.hahahahaha.

talkin abt 4h earlier on.guess wad?i dun like 4h.dun see the sense of belonging.i haf my friends there but dun haf this 4h warmth.i dunno if those ppl who went to the dinner noticed,but u ppl took a 'class' photo w/o asking us who were sittin over at the next table to join in.oh well.this is called class reunion rite.see the irony.i'm not pissed or wad by the fact tt my face is not in the pic but it is the fact tt we r oso part of 4h but we weren't 'invited' in.mayb we should haf taken the initiative ya.shrugz.its already over.i'm a proud ajcian though sometimes life in there do sucks,but i'm happy i'm in aj.bring it on.