/ 12:24:00 AM

i've been thinking.wat are my commitments.vball vs ogl.u noe wad.i hate this kind of thing.so stuck in the middle those sort of situation where wad decision u make,u'll start worrying wad otehr ppl might think of it.i mean y care wad otehr ppl think.most imptly is ME not them.after all i'm living my life over here on Earth.oh well.i joined ogl not bcos of CIP.i dun reali gif a damn abt tt la.mayb a little but not to a great extent.i joined for the fun for the and blue moon experience.i'm puttin my commintment into this.mayb u may think i put my priorities wrongly or wadsoeva.been playing vball for like 7yrs plus.i reali hope i wont get sick of it until 2003's season is over.i dun think i will.ogl is a nice change.

everyone thinks differently.somehow i feel uncomfortable abt making certain decisions or certain actions bcos i'm afraid how others will see it.oh well i'm a sensitive person.smth bothers me.i dunno how to phrase it into words but anyway,its juz something.i duno how others think of me.i guess i;m juz takin too much into consideration.shrugz.i care too much.

took me like 1.5hrs to get home frm orchard.HELL.crowded buses walked hre n there wait hre n there.reached home at 1130.watched blue crush wif angie.not bad.the waves are cool.its sunday tml.mayb droppin by spotlight to get some stuff.homework?how abt tuesday?monday training wad..wednesday break lor..