/ 12:06:00 PM

i'm beginning to question myself abt this certain grp of ppl i noe.dun ask me who but its for me to noe for u to find out.even if u do find out u wont noe whether it is or not.are they reali wad i think they are?mayb for a few yes but how abt the rest?am i close to them or i'm juz close bcos i haf to?beginning to haf second thoughts abt this.i dunno.i'm juz reali confused right now.i mean its smth worth to be thought abt.its great to noe them but i dun wan a friendship tt will juz end there after an event for example.it did trigger my thoughts.i'm thinking real hard as i type this entry.again i dunno who will be reading this so i juz haf to be a little tactful.

anyway,3 more days to o1.n guess wad?i'm leaving early on thursday again after i juz msged cass that the friendly has been changed frm thu to fri.and now its back to thu so i haf to msg her again.chain reaction.oso haf to msg sen again n cass may haf to go thru the trouble of lettin hr noe again.juz for leaving early i haf to tell them like 3x bcos of these 'unforseen' changes.funny man.wad the hell.make up his mind can.mayb its not him la but can at least let me enjoy o1 in peace?urgh.