/ 8:14:00 PM

I AM PISSED

i've decided not to go for ogl.great chance wasted.den again,full committments to vball.somehow,still dun wan let tt chance go to waste.den again,my goals for 2003,vball finals and great A lvl results.ogl doesnt come in2 place although its experience itself mayb memorable.shrugz.

Funny thing is that chua called me not bcos of the ogl at first but bcos of my results.cool huh.he thought i called him for my results when in actual fact i didnt reali wanna noe anything.great.he told me i failed math.wats new.thinks i threw his face.wats new again.sorry loh math right now is still redundant to me.i nv practice.i dun gif a damn.u say my econ drq wat i wrote was rubbish and tt even u who haf nv taken econ b4 noe how to pduce betta ans.hello?i'm trying to apply wat i learnt can?isnt that wat drq is abt?i interpreted the data n ans the qn wif reference to my knowledge.now u tell me i did badly.do u think it's so ez?y are u judging me on this when u r not the student n tt u haf nv taken econs b4?mayb u r over concerned mayb u r anxious.but why do u seem to make it sound so ez when it is not?i studied.i applied.whre did i go wrong?mayb this is where i can learn frm my mistakes.mayb it's juz the norm.i dunno.wat i wanna achieve rite now is juz to promote.u think getting retain is a face prob.yes i agree wif u.but wat if i tell u i studied and yet i still get retained?mayb i didnt study smart.but wat if i tell u i did?in fact,i did.promotion seems so ez but yet so far.you r caring,great teacher.i guess i'm juz worried n sensitive.some things juz cant be said simply in words.

and it's juz btw me,the blog,u,the reader,and nobody else.NOBODY