fly away / 11:47:00 PM

I've never felt so desperate for a getaway before.

Of trials and tribulations / 7:04:00 PM

Ssometimes I really wonder why am I still holding on.

run away / 11:18:00 PM

sometimes i wish that i can run away and not be responsible for anything or for anyone but myself.

i want to be selfish. live my own life. do what i want to do. and not be tied down. and not be answerable to any obligations or people.

but that is not how we run.

Labels: muse

95 years / 8:10:00 PM

bye bye porpor. we will miss you

to dos / 10:09:00 PM

a. start looking actively for jobs
b. continue to read the papers regularly
c. continue to exercise more and vary workouts
d. bake! cinnamon biscotti, peanut butter scones, flourless chocolate cakes, cinnamon rolls (and then workout harder. lol)
e. get new running shoes.
f. seriously, start running more and clock mileage to train for sundown.
g. brainstorm for new job. it comes with unlimited leave.

that's all for now.